苹果派: To My Beloved Appie 作者： by.moon 2004年01月17日 00:00:00 【我要投稿】 【专区首页】 To My Beloved Appie When I falling love with Appie, I forget that I am a real person in the real world. I just live in the fantastic world of Appie, with may friends, and dearest person. I am an archer in the game, waring in irony armour on my body, holding on powerful bow in my hand, and bearing sharp arrows on my back. I am an agile archer in Appie world. I like my role, like the beautiful world of Appie, even if she is said as the weakest role in the game, even if it is just imaginary world existing on internet. ............................................................................ Appie is the first online game in my life, and also maybe the last one. Knowing nothing about online game, I was born in the new players’ village of Marthe. Like a explorer in the new land, I learned to move, attack, and speak, Tried to exist in the strange world all by myself with fragile wooden bow in my hand. Practicing all the time, my level progressed day by day, until some factors in the real world prohibit me from playing game. I have no time to kill the lovely monsters, My level stopped on 66 for ever. ............................................................................ What I want to mention here is several friends of mine. They are my most precious treasure in Appie world. They make me unwilling to leave. They are the souls of the game. The first one is the head of my first union (Park of Little Bears). He was the one that my vice-role (a magician) loved. I was so happy when I saw him, talked to him. I was even willing to give up my main role for him. Kitty love is always beautiful, and sorrowful. I knew clearly that he never belonged to me, for he had his lovely wife in the game. I could not do anything bringing anybody sadness. My vise-role married to a soldier in his union, just for one reason----more change to stay with him. Although I couldn’t marry to the one I really loved, Days in the Park of Little Bears was my happiest time in Appie. However, happy time is always transient. One day our union was declared to dismissed. My heart was so painful that I couldn’t help sobbing, when the union mark vanished from my head. Finally I knew the true reason of dismissing the union. He fell in love with another girl. Their love penetrated through Appie to the real world. He gave up his old role and the union for her. I felt so lonely in the visional world of Appie. Wandering in Appie for two days, no will, no direction, no destination. I wandering on the edge of giving up Appie for ever. My husband said to me," My Dear, Don’t be sad, our union dismissed, but I will always by your side." I smiled to him, friable, without any words. It seemed that I was standing in the world of ice. .................................................................... I thought my Appie life would come to the end, till Wyoldwolf came into my life. I met him in the iron workshop, a little archer knowing nothing about the game. I told him many experience of playing game. He grew up very quickly, at last surpassed me. He gave me so much help that I could raise from 60 to 66. But I hardly did anything for him. We explored and risked in Appie world together. This world now was not strange for me any more, Everywhere was pressed our foodprints, full of our laughter and joyful memories. The day before the game began to change fee, it was snowing in the Appie world. I came to Appie for the last time to say goodbye to all my friends, and to Wyoldwolf. We ran around every land of Appie, taking photos, reminding interesting things before. We wanted to memorize every builing, every plant of Appie. Wish that tomorrow would never come. When we passed the church, where many players have their marriage, I stopped, with my heart beat crazily. A strong impulse flowed through me. I knew what I want to do and what I want he to say. But stop was just a few seconds, I ran away from church. Soon everything would be over. There was no need to leave something in the world that we will never come back. It was midnight, all was dark, except world of Appie. We came to the new players’ village, where was the first place in Appie we had been. It reminds me of the beginning long ago. Goodbye, my beloved Appie, goodbye, my dearest friends. With my trembling hand I click the button of game over. Just one second’s gap, Appie world became thousands of miles away from me. ............................................................................ Now Wyoldwolf is still my good friend in the real world. The head of my first union is still in love with that lucky girl. We contact by QQ or by mobile phone message occasionally. Life in Appie is our common valuable treasure in the hard real life. Busy work prevents me from playing Appie now. But I still miss it so much. Sometimes it appears in my dreams. Only in my dreams can I meet all my good friends in Appie. ............................................................................ I am sorry that I can only type English and Japanese with my computer here. Let me mention some name in my Appie memory: ?眼の翼 wyoldwolf 丘比特の泪 POPO 双星物语 flyingfish 杀人无数 浪漫宣言 hunkun52 水手あxiao 悠 星蓝 非常流忙 LILY24 ...... ( I can not type some characters :( I’m Sorry.)